A scare we had last night...

A scare we had last night... Current mood: afraid Category: afraid Blogging Usually I never worry about myself. I just know that if anything happens its meant to and God will see me through it. I wish I could be that secure with others, I worry and cry and take theirs on as my own. Yet myself, I usually never worry. Last night though, was different I told you I been taking cymbalta and ambien. I was to take 1 cymbalta for 3 nights then go to 2 a night. Still I don't see an effect but I know it can take 2-4 weeks. The ambiem I don't take every night but I do when I am exausted or when I know I need rest. Like today. Anthony has to work overtime so will just be me with Terry all day and then the boys from 5a til 8p. So even though I only get 2-3 hours of sleep with the ambien, that's more then I usually get. Least its all in a row haha Anyway, this morning Anthony said that I was hallucinating. I kept holding up my hands like Jesus or something talking about going to the light. "Do you see the light? Embrace the light." I sorta of remember that but I asked him was maybe we were watching that last episode of House or something. He said no. We were watching College Hill laughing, and the next thing he knew I was talking about the light. He said it scared him so bad that he was going to wake AJ and take me to the emergency room. This went on for an hour. I hardly remember anything. He said he tossed cold water on me and everything. Yet I continued to talk about the light and try to get to it until I just fell asleep I know I have a friend that takes a lot of stuff at night, including ambien I think and she does weird stuff. She has called me and talked for 2 hours and not remembered it all. She has also called her father and others. Not remember anything at all the next day. Yet when you talk to her, she seems quite normal, just really happy Needless to say I will no longer be taking the ambien anymore. I will keep taking the cymbalta unless something else happens but I am waiting to see what my doctor says. That really scared Anthony and now it has me really worried. If he wasn't awake what would I have done? Killed myself to get to the light? Would I have killed my kids like some bad movie? I am just really afraid now. I really am hoping after all the work I have done and the patience so many have had, that I don't, once again, be so afraid I just quit taking medications again. I know it has to be something specific. A mix of them maybe. Maybe because I was so sick with a cold I took some cold medicine that morning. Maybe that had an effect. Pray for me                   Our Radio Stream = www.pumpupthebass.com  You dont need anything special to listen, just tune in to the site at anytime to listen to LIVE Djs, chat and make requests. You might just hear me on! http://www.myspace.com/pumpupthebassradio  http://groups.myspace.com/pumpupthebass http://www.yuwie.com/pumpupthebass/

AJs school had a bomb threat!

It seems that the threat happened last week and they didn't tell the students or parents until today. I thought AJ was lying when he came home talking about it. They didn't email the parents, call or even put it on the website until well after school   Ya know, you read about kids shooting up schools and all that. I mean we know the US is good for it a few times a year. I guess cause his school is one of the better areas and the kids are smart they went to bombs hahaha. I know its not funny but c'mon. A bomb scare? They were going to make a bomb not just steal their parents gun like all the other kids have done?   Well needless to say we are all shaken. Aj is really afraid.  He and his friends tend to think some guy was in on it and its more real then they are saying. I don't know what to think. You know kids really do hate to tell on each other and they are saying its really a guy behind it all. I will just pray and you do the same.   School Threat Update Tuesday May 13th ~ 4:40 PM Waubonsie Valley Community: Please receive the following as updated news concerning the bomb threat That took place at WVHS last Thursday. An all-school announcement was Issued at 10:30 am this morning to notify students about the situation And to solicit their support in presenting detailed information that Could be used in support of our investigation. We were able to collect New information from the broadcast message that we forwarded local Authorities. Two students were brought forward for questioning and Subsequently arrested. We are grateful for the combined efforts of our student body, our deans And staff members, and the Aurora Police Department for their efforts In apprehending the suspects who were allegedly involved in the Incident. Please be advised that while we are confident we have fully resolved The situation, additional security measures will remain in place Throughout the day. As parents, if you still decide to excuse your Child from school on Wednesday, please contact the Attendance Office Similar to any other excused absence. Thank you for your continued Support. Jim Schmid Principal Waubonsie Valley http://wvhs.ipsd.org/index.asp       Two students arrested in Waubonsie Valley HS bomb threat Two Waubonsie Valley students were arrested and charged today at the Aurora high school after allegedly scrawling bomb threats last Thursday on bathroom stalls, authorities said. Aurora police said they charged two girls - both 16 - with making a terrorist threat and criminal defacement of state-supported property. Both are felonies. A third girl, also 16, was arrested but released without being charged. Police said the girls - all from Naperville - wrote threats on two bathroom stalls that referenced plans to blow up the high school on Wednesday. Police said the girls apparently made the threats so they wouldn't have to attend classes. Police said they received an anonymous tip today that led to the identification of the girls. The three are seen on a video shot from the school's surveillance system leaving the women's bathroom simultaneously on the day the threats were discovered. Principal Jim Schmid said several students came forward with information after he made an all-school announcement about the situation and asked anyone with information to assist the investigation. "We were able to take that information, put several pieces together and we determined the best way to proceed from there," Schmid said. "We are grateful for the combined efforts of our student body, our deans and staff members, and the Aurora Police Department for their efforts in apprehending the suspects who were allegedly involved in the incident." Schmid would not provide any information about the students. He said the suspects will have to pay the consequences according to the school's handbook policy, based on the results of a district investigation. He said he is unaware if the district will be in a position to press additional charges against the students. "I don't know that yet, so we'll be discussing that and determining the best way to move forward," he said. "We hope to have those things sorted out in the coming days." Schmid said he's confident the situation has been fully resolved. Nevertheless, additional security measures will remain in place throughout the day Wednesday and any students absences will be excused. "We're still making that option available to them, but we obviously hope they don't make that decision," he said http://www.dailyherald.com/story/?id=190155             Our Radio Stream = www.pumpupthebass.com  You dont need anything special to listen, just tune in to the site at anytime to listen to LIVE Djs, chat and make requests. You might just hear me on! http://www.myspace.com/pumpupthebassradio  http://groups.myspace.com/pumpupthebass http://www.yuwie.com/pumpupthebass/

Re: mothers day

      So how was Mommys day? Anthony and I celebrated Saturday since he works Sundays. Yesterday the kids made me lunch and gave me 2 hours of "me" time. So I really had a great time. These are some pics of the mothers day gifts I made for my family and friends.           We gave everyone a journal with their picture on it, a poem written by a friend of mine, a card, a cd with some mood music and a candle. It will be a follow up to it for those of you that got one so stay tuned for part dos   Thanks to all of you that wished me a great day with email, cards, phone calls and even myspace. Although I was so very sick and can hardly talk today, I hardly noticed it all because of you. You guys rock! Thanks again and I hope you had a wonderful day yourself.             Our Radio Stream = www.pumpupthebass.com  You dont need anything special to listen, just tune in to the site at anytime to listen to LIVE Djs, chat and make requests. You might just hear me on! http://www.myspace.com/pumpupthebassradio  http://groups.myspace.com/pumpupthebass http://www.yuwie.com/pumpupthebass/