I no longer fear

I am unsure if I heard this song last year or not. I heard it sang with Kelly Clarkson and Reba MacEntrye on the Oprah show. When I heard this song it just wrapped up so many things. Things I would not put into words, this song did. Since that day, I have found the understanding that I always seem to need in order to "get passed" something. I don't know why I am that way, I just am. My heart and soul now have a peace that I havent had all my life I understand now that parents or those that raise you, influence you growing up, can truly break you. They can truly stop you from forming bonds as an adult because of the fear that still haunts you. All the things said in this song, are just so true and I have dealt with all my life After spending 20 years with my husband and him waking me at least 4 nights a week from screaming nightmares, its all over now. Since I have read and understood the words to this song, I can now sleep again. I no longer fear sleep, I no longer fear the dark, the silence or being alone. I no longer fear love, fear hate, fear being misunderstood, fear misunderstanding. I no longer fear    Kelly Clarkson - Because Of You I will not make the same Mistakes that you did I will not let myself Cause my heart So much misery I will not break The way you did You fell so hard I've learned the hard way To never let it get that far Because of you, I never stray too Far from the sidewalk Because of you I learned to play On the safe side So I don't get hurt Because of you I find it hard to trust Not only me, but everyone around me Because of you I am afraid.... I lose my way And it's not to long before you Point it out I cannot cry Because I know that's weakness In your eyes I'm forced to Fake a smile, a Laugh, every day Of my life My heart can't possibly break when It wasn't even whole to start with Because of you I never stray too Far from the sidewalk Because of you I learned to play On the safe side So I don't get hurt Because of you I find it hard to trust Not only me, but Everyone around me Because of you I am afraid I watched you die I heard you cry Every night in your sleep I was so young You should have known better Than to lean on me You never thought Of anyone else you just saw Your pain And now I cry in The middle of the night For the same damn thing Because of you I never stray too far ftom the Sidewalk Because of you, I Learned to play on the safe side So I don't get hurt Because of you I try my hardest just to Forget everything Because of you I don't know How to let Anyone else in Because of you I'm ashamed of my life Because it's empty Because of you I am afraid ....Because Of you.... Our Radio Stream = www.pumpupthebass.com Catch my show Monday-Friday 2-4p central US time You dont need anything special to listen, just tune in to the site at anytime to listen, chat and make requests